I can't belive that all the things that have happened to us has happened..I have changed, nothing means more to me than to see you happy, I don't know how else to prove it to you but I wish I could...knowing that your upset because of me makes me cry(God..now I'm crying...) and even though you have told me before that things will get better, I don't think so...why have things turned into this....we used to be everything to each other..you are still everything to me and I hope I am with you to...I've tried to changed so much for you and it seems that everything I do is wrong in someone's eyes, if not yours then your dad's or mine....I can't take it anymore, I'm depressed and even if you are around, I just hide it with a smile...deep inside I'm dieing and wish this pain in my heart would stop..but if it does I'm afriad I might die....I can't live with out you and if you die then so do I...I want to be with you so badly and wish that I could make you happy....I'm sorry for everythng I've done and I wish your dad would just see that I have changed.....I miss you and want to be your best friend again..I want you to be happy, I don't care if I'm depressed I just want you to be happy again...all I can say for now is..that you probley won't hear from me so much anymore if this keeps up, no matter how much it would kill me to not talk to you...it might just be for this best though....

How I feel
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My best Friend: Jamie.

WOULD YOU?:

[X] Come to my house to do nothing at all but chill?

[X] Fight me? (I hate it...)

[_] Kiss me? (...)

[X] Watch a movie with me?

[X] Go out to dinner with me? (We have sometimes)

[X] Sing car karaoke w/ me?

[X] Re-post this for me to answer your questions? (you did this before me, darn it XD)

[X] Hold my hand?

[X] Help me with homework?

[X] Tickle me?

[X] Instant message me?

[X] Greet me in public?

[X] Hang out with me?

[X] Bring me around your friends? (...?)

[X] Be down with me no matter what? (would you?)

[_] Go to prom with me?


D0 Y0U...
[_] Think I’m hawt?

[X] Think I’m serious? (yes very much at times)

[x] Think I’m a good person (more than I am...)

[_] Think I’m conceited?

[_] Want to kiss me?

[_] Want to hook up with me?

[X] Love me? (your my sister, of corse I love ya!)


AM I...

[X] Smart?

[X] Cute?

[X] Funny?

[_] Sexy?

[X] Cool?

[_] Romantic?

[X] A *freak*? (but your my freak ^^)

[_] Gangsta?

[X] Loveable?

[X] Adorable?

[X] Trustworthy (I trust you more than you trust me....and you don't trust me at all...)

[_] Compassionate?

[x] Great to be with? (Most of the time..)

[_] Attractive?

[_] Mean?

[_] Well known?



HAVE Y0U EVER...
[_] Thought about hooking up with me?

[_] Found yourself wanting a kiss from me?

[X] Wished I were there? (Yes So much...)

[_] Had a crush on me?

[X] Wanted my number? (In the fourth grade and I got your number ^^)

[X] Had a dream about me? (Yes....you died in my arms....)

[X] Been distracted by me?

[X] Looked at my page more than ten times? (Yes, I missed you to much)


ARE Y0U...
[X] Happy you know me?

[X] Thinking about me?

[X] Wanting to call me to talk about these things?

[_] Going to repost this (you did this before me)